great news

Well, today I can finally relieve a lot of my stress that has been on me all semester the stress of knowing what school I'm transferring to and if I can afford it. I finally signed up for classes at Olivet Nazarene University and will be able to pursue my calling into full-time youth ministry. I can now go back to dedicating my full time to my school work and papers for this semester it is a blessing from God.

Update on paper

So I was able to spend a good hour and a half today trying to find some supporting arguments on my paper and I found a few that I really like. I now have to figure out how to integrate them into my paper so it helps me have a stronger argument and to get the articles point across.

Argument paper

Finding other articles that support my argument I have come to notice can be sort of difficult in a way because some supporting articles don't say what I want them to say in order that my paper makes sense so if anyone has some suggestions on how to better research a topic I would greatly appreciate that

whats going on

This semester is really flying by with all the troubles I have going on in this time in my life this semester so far has been a real blur I am starting to realize I wasn't really able to focus much at all this semester on my tasks and I have always been the one to say no excuse is a good excuse but I have really learned this semester that I have had excuse after excuse and they have all been valid excuses but I think at some points I probably could have tried harder to beat the advisories that caused me to have these excuses but I have also learned that somethings are just out of the control of any person I have really had to lean on my faith in this difficult time with my grandmother rapidly dying right in front of me and knowing I have no control over the outcome but I have come to realize that everything is part of God's ultimate plan this will be the second mother figure I have lost in my life. The first was my mother my freshman year of high school.